ya. he saw the letter. but he nv sms me. told me online tt it better to be yi ran shi peng you. and when i ask for specific ans. he said its more towards : hmm. ok lor still frens. but im really disappointed. y he cant appreciate my feelings? y last time he need to treat me so good? to make me fall in love and now reject me? i swear tt i will never confess to anyone again. i shall just wait for the right guy to approach me. but from pass experience all the guys who approach me i dont like. bOO!!!
i din show any sign of sadness in sch. i still smile n play with my frens. infront of him. im perfectly normal. isaac. hahaha. u r out now. i tink i just cant express my feelings bah. my thinking is that to be strong infront of everyone. not my mum tho. haha but i din tell her this thing la.
been quite close to shiyi these days. he will sms me. after sch will go out together. hmm like watching movie ytd actually i think he like tt movie. but cos i say its sian n wanna go. he followed. hmm on the bus i felt close to him. like with him i can be in watever ways. i can share drinks food with him. helen said she always thinks tt i like him more than isaac. i cant be sure now also. bought old chang kee and i wanted to eat sth he bought but too bad its already in his mouth. he like wanted me to bite from there la. but i din. haha so weird. din even hold hands how can share food like tt.