i think i emerged from jealousy. he doesnt seems to have much contacts with her. our relationship seems to have returned to just like last time. i love it. tho in sch its still abit akward..i feel la. maybe its only me. but he got zhu du do many things liao. i always feel like asking him "do u like me?" but i thought tt would really spoil our friendship. so i decided..after A lvls. when everyone parted. i will ask him "have u ever liked me before?" haha. am i thinking too much? but i really have the happy feeling whenever he is with me. he scolds me everyday. but im never angry. NEVER. its says tt guys do insult u when they like u. 89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move. but i think 100% of girls wants guys to make the first move. aint it right? haha. so i guess i shld not think abt such things anymore. study study study more impt!! but i do like him =]